Tempestuous Love.

by Maria on September 11, 2008

in Guests

I rip out my heart and hand it to him. It’s pulsating and blanketed in pus, infected from all of the unhealed wounds inflicted upon it over the years. He stands with it cradled in his palms, cupping it tightly like de León would have water from The Fountain of Youth: determined not to let a drop spill.

He watches it beat, brings it up to eye level and studies its languid rhythm, watching it steadily slow and become irregular. He smirks, turns his hands over and lets it fall to his feet where it lands with a resounding thud: the calcified torment in each vessel weighing it down. He lifts his foot and stares into my face, his naked heel hovering just over that crucial part of me. I scream in protest and he laughs, stomping down as hard as he’s able to, squelching it, sending pus and blood flying in every direction.

I bend down to pick it up and wraps me in a tight hug, weakening my appetence to protect my core. I stand there, impotent in his warm embrace, concerned with nothing but him and his love for me.

As soon as I’m exhaustively unconcerned for myself he steps back and looks down at the faintly oscillating mass between us. Before the palpitations stop completely he scoops it up and thrusts it back into my chest where it reattaches itself to me and commences pumping the pain and love back through my body.

He looks down at the green slime covering his hands and sticks his tongue out, running his palms over it’s surface. He slurps and drinks it, hedonistically appreciating every drop of my prolonged misery. I clutch my chest as my sternum heals over and scream once more, this time from the pain. He lifts my face to his by my chin and kisses me deeply. I take it in fully, relishing the rare passion.

He pulls away sharply, steps back and dissipates. I know he won’t return until it’s time for me to expose myself again. When it’s time for me to hand my heart to him and allow him to crush it once more. And I wait impatiently, longingly, willingly, for the next opportunity for him to do so.

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1 Sybil Law September 11, 2008 at 12:09 am

You need a transplant.
:(
Don’t make me come git you!
xoxoxo

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2 merlotmom September 11, 2008 at 12:10 am

Wow. I so get that kinda love. It sucks. Great writing.

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3 flutter September 11, 2008 at 12:24 am

Oh, wow. This left me breathless

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4 Maggie's Mind September 11, 2008 at 12:35 am

Ouch. I had one of those once. Someone who did that, I mean, not a heart. I think I still have one of those – pus free, too!

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5 Miss September 11, 2008 at 12:52 am

Well FUCK.

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6 BusyDad September 11, 2008 at 12:57 am

How did you string together a bunch of words and achieve this?? Powerful.

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7 Mr Lady September 11, 2008 at 12:58 am
8 ms picket to you September 11, 2008 at 1:13 am

It happens. All the time. The bloody hands are the least of it: they can be cleaned, scrubbed. But they still smell.

Which is to say, yes: thank you.

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9 Jobthingy September 11, 2008 at 1:48 am

wow. intense *hugs*

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10 Lilacspecs September 11, 2008 at 1:54 am

Powerful…but a bad idea for me to read before breakfast :beurk:

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11 nik September 11, 2008 at 1:55 am

Holy hell woman, this was intense… and so wretchedly beautiful. You’ve got some crazy talent with words.

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12 Angella September 11, 2008 at 9:41 am

Powerful. Wow.

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13 Honeybell September 11, 2008 at 9:42 am

Thank you for this.

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14 Mel D?! September 11, 2008 at 11:21 am

Write a book already! :)

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15 Captain Steve September 11, 2008 at 11:27 am

Oh, dude. That is the worst.

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16 Mama Zen September 11, 2008 at 12:32 pm

That’s the worst.

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17 Mrs. Kitty September 11, 2008 at 1:06 pm

Get another surgeon who doesn’t lick up a gross mess. I’d sue this one. Bastard.

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18 the planet of janet September 11, 2008 at 1:50 pm

wow. just … wow.

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19 AJae September 11, 2008 at 2:22 pm

Wow.

You are amazing.

Why do we let toxic relationships like this flourish and thrive? I feel your pain, that pain that you can’t leave behind because the two seconds of love you get from years of anguish is too intoxicating.

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20 .Ophelia. September 11, 2008 at 3:19 pm

good times lolol

no really, beautifully written dollface

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21 Kori September 11, 2008 at 4:57 pm

wow;you write so well!

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22 Employee No. 3699 September 11, 2008 at 5:08 pm

Absolutely wonderful.

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23 maggie, dammit September 11, 2008 at 6:46 pm

Whoa.

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24 holly September 11, 2008 at 6:47 pm

that was very very cool.

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25 Rachael September 11, 2008 at 8:09 pm

Amazing.

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